The Greatest Liar You Are Ever Going To Know Is You

I won’t find better.

It’s the same everywhere you go.

It’s too dangerous.

There’s too much risk.

I can make this work.

I can fix him. Really, I can. Everything else about him is great.

It’s just this one time.

It won’t happen again.

Other people have it worse.

Much worse.

Men don’t protect us anymore.

I don’t deserve better than this.

This is who I am.

I am comfortable here.

No, really, I am.

Of course I would rather be doing something else.  Doesn’t everyone want to be doing something else?

Nobody likes their job.  It’s not a big deal then that I hate mine.

I’m just like everyone else.

Because I’ve got bills to pay.

It’s not like I have what it takes.

It’s my father’s fault for not teaching me anything.

No, I don’t hate it here. It’s a nice place to raise a family.

My mom needs me here.

Nobody needs me here.

I’ll get promoted in a few months, and everything will turn around.

God wants me to be happy.  He’d want me to have this.

She doesn’t remember anything. She was drunk.

It’s just a kiss.

I’m not lonely.

It doesn’t mean anything.

I’ll just take a quick look.

It’s no big deal. Everyone looks. Everyone’s doing it.

I’m not going to do anything, I’m just going to look.

Just for a second.

A minute.

An hour.

Today.

Never again.

Nobody’s getting hurt if nobody knows about it.

I can stop any time.

I’m not addicted.

I’m not usually like this.

As long as I always use protection.

That’ll never happen to me.

At eight weeks it doesn’t have a heartbeat; it’s not a human.

I’m only human.

I don’t deserve forgiveness.

Not for this.

There is no purpose.

It’s God’s fault.

I have no control.

He’d do something about this if He wanted this to change.

That’s just the way it is.

I am going to do something about this.

I am going to quit my job.

I am going to change the world.

I am going to end this.

I am.

I really am.

Tomorrow.

I’ll do it tomorrow.

I promise.

I promise you I’ll never promise anything again.

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